Eenie Meenie - JB

first of all, i'm NOT a Belieber~ he doesn't impress me in any way and liking him...still would make me a pedophile ~ enough said. but i like this song of his ^^ Presenting Eenie Meenie by Justin Bieber and Sean Kingston~

Eenie, meenie, miney, mo
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla
If, if, if she holla, let her go

She's indecisive, she can't decide
She keeps on looking from left to right
Girl, come a bit closer, look in my eyes
Searching is so wrong, I'm Mr. Right

You seem like the type to love 'em and leave 'em
And disappear right after this song
So give me the night to show you, hold you
Don't leave me out here dancin' alone

You can't make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind
Please don't waste my time, time, time, time, time
I'm not tryin' to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

'Cause shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova
Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova
Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova
Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova

Let me show you what you're missing, paradise
With me you're winning, girl, you don't have to roll the dice
Tell me what you're really here for
Them other guys? I can see right through ya

You seem like the type to love them and leave them
And disappear right after the song
So give me the night to show you, hold you
Don't leave me out here dancing alone

Can't make up your mind
Please don't waste my time
Not trying to rewind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

'Cause shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova
Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova
Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova
Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova

Eenie, meenie, miney, mo
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla
If, if, if she holla, let her go

Eenie, meenie, miney, mo
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla, lolla, lolla
Let her go

Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova
Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova
Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova
Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova

Can't make up your mind
Please don't waste my time
I'm not trying to rewind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova
Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova
Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova
Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova

credits : elyrics.net

Insomnia~

so my Insomniac era has returned! yup, i'm suffering from this illness for quite some time. if not mistaken since mid-2010 where i faced quite some dilemmas and eventually 'forget' how to just fall asleep in a natural way. sometimes i just have to force myself to sleep as i would have to go to school the next day. placing pillow over my eyes did help me a for a few weeks but ultimately it failed as well.

i think ever since i start to work is the time where i would simply dozed off when my head hits the pillow. and now that i'm unemployed, i'm back to being an insomniac. it's something unavoidable already.

and you know, i have this terrible longing to study and not to work. i wanna experience the tertiary studies life and this would be easier if i didn't screwed up my STPM. my family's financial is quite tight at the moment so my best option is to work till October and then register for November intake IF i didn't get any offers from public universities.

speaking of insomnia, it reminds me of this song which was originally sang by Craig David but a beautiful cover was made by Korean singer, Wheesung. I'm presenting "Insomnia" by Wheesung xD

Beauty is what's inside you~

today tagged along my sister to Mid Valley Megamall to shop for the new addition to their family. but first thing first. all three of us were hungry so headed straight to the Food Junction. the last time i was here was for my meet up with my Maya unnie. she ate ddeokbokki and i ate bibibimbap. so this time, i wanted to savor the ddeokbokki~

yummy! 그것은 맛있 었어

it was fun in choosing the baby's clothes. everything must in blue. and we kinda re-lived the phase where we shopped for her first baby, Visali 5 years ago~ don't ask me what baby it is. i already gave the clue above.

so reached home at 5 something and i just went to bed straight. didn't even bother to change. i was suffering from lack of sleep and the fatigue from shopping and walking just added to it and thus, i had a terrible headache this evening.

woke up at 8.30pm. thanks to my friend's SMS. my message alert tone is kinda cute and i woke up at once. after bath and dinner went online just to realise that :-

1) my FB friends spammed my news feed with videos and messages dedicated to their moms since it's Mother's day tomorrow. so i joined the clan as well. I wish i'm with my mom now. at least she is not alone. she's spending her day with her sisters (my aunties) and my bro and second elder sister. Love you,mom~

2) although i knew about Jaejoong was terribly molested, pulled and pushed and scratched by the Beijing fans last night, it seems that the fans ALSO mentioned HoMin's name during the concert which happens to hurt the trios. so there was a notice asking not to shout HoMin's name during their events. whatever it is, as long as my baby is hurt by anyone's act, it hurts me too~

3) my bestie told me about the smk raja abdullah case. watched the video and gasped. is this how the kids are behaving nowadays? since my bestie is a Chinese and from what she told me is that the reason for the 'beauties' to bully the poor girl is because she's ugly. seriously, wtf? since when not-being-ultimately beautiful is a crime in this world? if those four girls think that they are beautiful than that poor girl and that made them to have the power to bully her, they really deserve serious punishments by legal. my personal remark on this is Karma is b***h so watch out 'beauties'~ the video went viral and the four girls have been identified. it seems like what they did will land their beautiful faces on the Chinese newspapers' front page tomorrow. quoting my bestie, "see what they give to their mom on mother's day...so damn proud that they will cry"

Problem-free life~ wish i could have one

someday in last week, i got really upset with this guy friend of mine who apparently had a drinking session with his friends. initially i was mad at him because he made me worried by not replying all of a sudden. then when i knew he was drinking, i just said good night and off to sleep. the thing is i can tolerate with drinkers but not smokers. so when he told me that he's not addicted to it and only drinks once in a blue moon, i was okay with it. who am i to restrict him from having fun,right? but somehow he started to drink more frequently and i don't think i have the rights to forbid him to do so. and he told me that it's his only way to vent out his problems.

now, why am i telling his story? coz i'm thinking that i'm a normal person too and facing so many problems as well but WHAT is my way of venting it out? and as for him, he should really resort to other HEALTHIER options to ease his mind.

since i'm the youngest in the family and the age differences between my elder siblings are wider, i don't usually share my problems with them. i can't interfere in family problems as i'm considered relatively young to do so BUT the family problems still reach my ears.back then, i have my best friend around so i can always spill everything to her. but now i'm in Puchong and she's in Kampar and the only communication is through phone and MSN. so i'm used to hide my problems from them. i can blog about it but as you can see in one of my previous posts, i had mentioned that i don't want to "humiliate" any of my family members on online for people to read.

i'm amazed by myself sometimes. how can i keep all those emotions within me? i have no idea. but i'm still afraid that one day i will burst and it will seriously affect me. the only thing that bothers me at the moment is my current family situation and i don't want to elaborate more on that here.

p/s : apologies to my guy friend whose story was featured as the intro for my post ^^;;

Anime!

i'm not an anime "otaku"* but i do have some favourite animes that i love dearly~ and i want to talk about them.

The first anime that i watched was Clamp School. it has a cute storyline with three beautiful young lads as the leads. that was the anime that initiated my love for blonde-haired guys. i was deeply in crush with the Nakoru Imoniyama~

cute,isn't he? ^^

After that anime ended, i continued to watch quite a number of animes. Detective School Q, Honey and Clover, The Law of Ueki, Yakitate Ja-Pan and XXXHolic~

actually i wanted to write about the anime that i'm currently re-watching. it's Honey and Clover~
This is a simple story enriched with various of emotions. heartbreaking, cute and sweet love(s) and of course complicated love triangle(s). i would recommend a girl or boy to watch this anime to understand better of the opposite sex's feelings. and i will always end up relating myself with one of the character, Yamada. She loves Mayama, a fellow collegian and too bad it's one-sided love. the problem is the guy knew that she loves him but he can't accept her because he loves another girl. and he feels that Yamada is precious to him and yet don't want to accept her love. pretty complicated huh? that's what i love in this anime. it makes me think human's feelings are complicated just as the human body itself.

more about the anime

and the first episode of the first season of two with english subbed video

*Otaku (おたく / オタク) is a Japanese term used to refer to people with obsessive interests, particularly anime, manga and video games.

i'm blessed indeed~

inspired by a dear friend's post~

I'm thankful and it's...

because i love my current life as it is~

because i know what i want in my life~

because i have plans for my future~



because i bought a netbook of my choice using MY money~

because i had settled the debt that i owed my sister for buying me a handphone~

because i quit crying over split milk~

because i'm back with my best friend~

because i have more people coming up to me and say i made their day~

because i know there are people who loves me for who i am~

because i had the best first job one could have~

because i still love those 5 individuals just like i did when i first met them 3 years back~

because i think i can cope with my problems in a matured way~

because i stood up for my decisions~

because i had decided to live my life as i want it to be~

because i now have a male friend who spends time with me and helps me understand the opposite sex better~

because i have these cool girl friends whom i can share my problem and simply have a great time together~

because GOD was with me all this while and guides me for better~

because i had found back my trust in GOD~

(will edit with more...)

all about me (part 1)

as i posted on my Facebook, i just spent an hour to do some makeover for my blog. i like the background and the header especially~

this is going to be a random post and when i say random, it means that i will write whatever that comes to my mind.

i had seen quite a few people curse one of their family members or rant about their family problems on their site. what i don't get is how can people humiliate their own family members on the net? i'm a normal human being and believe me when i say being the youngest in the family carries more problems than benefits. but i can never show my emotions in my post even though something might have just went wrong in my house that very same day. well i guess that depends on the person itself. i wish i can vent it out like them because i don't know what is my problem "storage capacity". maybe one day i will burst and it shall be a self-destruction.

*deep sigh* finally i had decided to move on. yes, it's my crush that i'm talking about. if a boy can play the "i'm-hard-to-get" game, as a girl i can play it hundred times better~ so watch out,boy. one day, you will regret and i won't look back at you as i did all this while. period.

a month ago, i bought a cute and casual dress. and guess what, it's PURPLE! lol. i put it on and it's quite sexy. with a deep cut at the front *sigh* i need to find a method to wear the dress in a decent manner. can't expose too much coz i'm not used to.