Monday, October 7, 2013

An attempt of revival!

So *plays with fingers* hello again to my very-much-abandoned blog. Kinda feel bad due to the sudden on and off affection towards it.
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First thing first, UPDATES!

I'm almost done with my Diploma in TESL. Yes, those freaking 2 and plus plus years. Plenty of memories, awesome knowledge transfer, special bondings with awesome people and so much of self-realization. Currently, I'm waiting for my 3-months of practicum in most likely, February 2014. Me being a primary school teacher. Weirdest thing ever!

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And please don't ask my relationship status. Very much complicated. Enough said.

I'm still in love with TVXQ/JYJ/DB5K, owning my purple laptop and watching K-dramas and animes. Nothing changed much, I guess.

So what's the purpose of this post? Nothing. I just wanted to revive since I have more or less four months till my practicum and I have nothing better to do. I want to be a bit more expressive since I'm a Scorpio and revealing our inner feelings is not in our nature.

The next post shall have a purpose. Till then, adios!  
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Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Complications in love

Actions are louder than words. And yet, it's easier to utter the words than performing it.

Move on~ Move on~ He doesn't deserves you~ Move on~ Just freaking MOVE ON!

Well, I tried everything to actually move on from him. Only to find myself later at nights crying to want him and nothing else.

It sucks.

I waited 17 months for him. After his rejection, I waited that long. Why I did that, I don't know for myself.

I will be telling my house mates and friends that I actually going to get into a serious relationship and stuffs like that. But they knew me better that deep in my heart, I still wants him.

I truly miss how we were. I miss his voice for God's sake! But why is it so hard for him to understand?

Why boys are being way so complicated when they blindly blame the girls for being complicated?

Remember this boys : The complicated you is what brings out the complicated self in a girl. It's like a mirror. You lead her on and says you couldn't get into a relationship with her, then how can you not expect her to be addictive and annoying as much as she can be?

Is it hard to stay faithful in a relationship? I mean I knew you will be telling "I love you" and "Muaxxx" every chance that you get but that doesn't define a true relationship. You broke your loyalty to your partner when you flirt with another girl/boy. It starts off like that,seriously.

And how much maturity a young couple has at the age of 14 that blindly refusing any other person that willing to care and love for them? Yes, I agree maturity doesn't come with age. I prefer to label maturity as something that comes with the experience and the first love you had at the age of 14 is so not experience-provider. And yet blames my presence is late for you to fall in love again. Pfftt~

Sunday, January 13, 2013

Now, how can I not to be addicted to these things?


Time to introduce my current addictions for the last 6 months!

Don't walk but run!

I'm sure by now most of the search hits for this post by the label 'running man' should know how awesome Running Man show is. It is a Korean television game/variety show where 6 members will complete a mission every week with guest for the week. I bet you if you need a great deal of laughter on a stressful day, then this is the best show to watch

JoongKi is no longer a member but early episodes of him are as crazy as it always will be.

WATCH SBS RUNNING MAN EPISODE 1-CURRENT EPISODE HERE!
Link 1
2. Anirudh and Dhanush

On the left is Anirudh Ravichander and on the right is Dhanush.
So who don't know about them? Does "Why This Kolaveri Di" rings a bell to you? 
Bingo!
Anirudh Ravichander is a young music composer who composed the global viral song "Why This Kolaveri?" at the age of 20 in 2011. The song is featured in Dhanush's movie entitled "3" which was directed by Dhanush's wife, Tamil Superstar Rajinikanth's eldest daughter and Anirudh's cousin, Aishwariya Dhanush. I already did a review on the movie here

Dhanush on the other hand, is already in cinema industry for years with his ultimate breakthrough came with his commercially hit movie, Thiruvilayadal Arambam. The major turn was when he started to go off-acting line and indulged in lyric writing and singing. Yes, Dhanush can sing. The first song he sang was "Un mele asaithan" in his brother's movie "Ayirathil Oruvan". So lyrics for "Why This Kolaveri" song (and other songs in '3') were written by Dhanush and also sang by him. Trust me, this song is addictive. 

Watch the promo video of Why This Kolaveri in HD! 


I know you all must be wondering why I'm talking two people who did something great way back then in 2013. Well, good news to the lovers of these two young men. They are joining forces again for "Ethir Neechal" which is produced by Dhanush and wrote lyrics and sing for 2 songs if I'm not mistaken. And Anirudh has just again proved his God-ly music making talent. I'm so in love with the songs in the movie. My recommendations would be :-

Singers : Dhanush and Anirudh
Lyrics : Dhanush

Singer : Anirudh
Lyrics : Dhanush

Singers : Mohit Chauhan and Shreya Goshal
Lyrics : Vaali

Bonus! 2 more songs that I have been replaying all this while. 
Music : Anirudh
Singer : Anirudh

Music : A R Rahman
Singers : Sakthisree Gopalan and ARR
Watch the unplugged version on MTV Unplugged!

Note : I can't embed the videos since all the songs can only be watched on Sony Music Entertainment@YT. So the links would direct you there. 


3. Hyouka

This is a 22-episode anime where the main attraction would be the main lead Houtarou Oreki's attitude. Yes, he's could the most laziest anime character that you might have come across in your anime-ing years. And yet, his logical inference and awkwardness will make you fall for him. Right after the first episode itself. I love his motto as well. It sounds so...err...lazy 




Watch Hyouka here

4. Drawing

I'm not such a good artist when it comes to drawing. I guess it's pretty much in my genes since both my brother and father are very much good at drawing. How I wish I can draw as well as them? 

Not so much of techniques used but I guess it's the closest  I can copy as the original one.

Old works of copying.So this copying skills lead me to another hobby or money-making business. Yup, drawing mehendi/henna.



Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Resolutions for 2013

I'm the type of the person who sticks to the "Don't make resolutions if you don't have any plans of making it work out" phrase. So yeah, I'm posting my resolutions for 2013 on my blog so that by the end of 2013, I can check whether I actually made an effort to making my wishes come true ;-)

1. Finish my Diploma in TESL with satisfying (I'm actually targeting an overall of 3.5 or above CGPA) pointer.


2. Get at least 3 As for mid-semester exams and at least 2 As for the final examinations. If I did what can get myself more than that, then I'm grateful for it.

3. To actually work out the chemistry between him and me till I can actually bring our friendship to the next level. I'm selfish and wants him for me alone.

4. To maintain a healthy relationship with my family members and friends around me. No jealousy, no fighting, no badmouthing and no spreading rumor business.


5. To own a freaking smartphone Samsung Galaxy S2. I just don't know why but I'm just head over heels with this model. Gotta own it and use it like a boss. Oh yeah, and a cool purple casing to go along with it.
Image from Google

6. To somehow manage my financial expenses better than last year. Money really matters when you are away from home. No wonder they say home is heaven ;-)




Saturday, December 29, 2012

Some of my favourite quotes

“In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on.”
― Robert Frost


“If you want to know what a man's like, take a good look at how he treats his inferiors, not his equals.”
― J.K. RowlingHarry Potter and the Goblet of Fire


“It is impossible to live without failing at something, unless you live so cautiously that you might as well not have lived at all - in which case, you fail by default.”
― J.K. Rowling


“Dumbledore watched her fly away, and as her silvery glow faded he turned back to Snape, and his eyes were full of tears.
"After all this time?"
"Always," said Snape.”
― J.K. RowlingHarry Potter and the Deathly Hallows


“Wit beyond measure is a man's greatest treasure.”
― J.K. RowlingHarry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix



“You're a prefect? Oh Ronnie! That's everyone in the family!"
"What are Fred and I? Next door neighbors?”
― J.K. RowlingHarry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

“Is it true that you shouted at Professor Umbridge?"
"Yes."
"You called her a liar?"
"Yes."
"You told her He Who Must Not Be Named is back?"
"Yes."
"Have a biscuit, Potter.”
― J.K. RowlingHarry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix


"A moment of silence for the fact that someone had to be raped and killed on the streets for India to realize that we are a misogynistic nation. It didn't start on the bus that day, it started the moment when we decided that men are more important than women, it started when we ignored that guy who groped us on the bus, it started when grandma said "he is a boy so obviously he deserves better", it started when mommy brought that gold chain for our wedding, it started when we decided that sexism is an accepted part of life!"- Aarcha Mahendran@Facebook.com

Thursday, December 13, 2012

A Personal Critical Review on KSSR/KBSR


It never strike me even once that being a teacher especially an English Language teacher would require more inner strength than I imagined. I embraced the idea of being an English Language teacher with simple concept. Speak and master the language and that would be enough for me to survive in this profession. The moment of truth hits me when I actually immersed myself to be a good English Language teacher by learning by heart to be one. The period of preparation is actually a dramatic one for me because of the transition from Kurikulum Bersepadu Sekolah Rendah (KBSR) to Kurikulum Standard Sekolah Rendah (KSSR) for the elementary school. All I need to do is to actually understand the concept and objectives of KSSR so that I would be able to teach the students accordingly.
            First of all, what is the drastic change between KBSR and KSSR other than the different acronyms? KBSR being the pioneer for many trials that the National Education Board wanted to perform on Malaysian students. KBSR was more about integrating all the skills especially in English Language Teaching (ELT) classrooms where the language skills such as Speaking, Writing, Listening and Reading are emphasized at a very basic level. I, myself experienced the curriculum where it practically more about working on ‘language across curriculum’ objective. This refers to having the national language, Malay Language used as the medium of instruction for all the subjects except English Language subject. As a future English Language teacher, I’m going to touch on KBSR and KSSR in the aspect of English Language alone.  KBSR focuses on how to prepare students with basic language skills that can be used in daily life communication meanwhile KSSR focuses on improvising the already basic learned skills to a better and effectively communication accordingly. Being this as the aim for KSSR, it was implemented in early 2011 with new-to-Malaysian’s approach, the Modular based syllabus. For primary school, the syllabus of English Language is divided into two main components, Level 1 compromising Year One, Year Two and Year Three and Level 2 compromising Year Four, Year Five and Year Six. Four modules such as Listening and Speaking (Module 1), Reading (Module Two), Writing (Module Three) and Language Arts (Module Four) will be taught in Level 1 whereas grammar will be added to these four modules in Level 2. To be honest, I wondered what kind of grammar is being introduced to students at later years. Is it advanced or is it only from Year Four onwards the grammar is actually being taught properly? If it’s the later one, I believe it’s really hard to produce young learners who can master the language as what the government wants, being the communicate user of the language. As what I learned in another subject named Child Development, children at their very young age tend to pick up on languages so efficiently if they are taught appropriately. I believe this is when the educators in primary schools should focus on building a very strong foundation in English Language grammar so that the students will be able to remember the rules and it will be natural for them to construct words in their mind before communicating using the right grammar and vocabulary.
            Both curriculums use textbook as their primary source of knowledge guidance in classrooms as it provides the standard content and learning for the students. The method of English Language teaching might be slightly different but attractive and at the same time, interactive for the students. Since Language Arts is introduced to this curriculum, I believe it provides an alternative for the teachers to actually come up with various ideas to convey a meaningful lesson in a way which all the students enjoy. This leads to student-centered lessons where activities such as forum, debate, role-play and even some language games for example Scrabble and Boggle for the students to learn the language by heart. I personally experienced a very radical increase in learning English Language when my teacher actually used all the methods above to provide an efficient lesson for us. This is why I believe with a curriculum like KSSR, it will help the students to actually learn the language as natural as it can be and also for enjoyment purpose. The noticeable change would be the elevation from 3M as in Mengira (Arithmetic), Membaca (Reading) and Menulis (Writing) to 4M by maintaining the 3M but adding one more, Menaakul (Reflection) to it. I honestly believe that this extra component actually helps to build a positive minded student since he or she can reflect on the potentials and works on it to be successful. This is a good thing because not everyone has the chance to realize their potentials and end up making more wrong decisions than they actually should.
            The revolutionary change in KSSR from KBSR is the assessment and the amount of exposure one student gets out from their syllabus. KBSR is very much exam-oriented approach where the students are assessed formatively according to their academic performance in examinations meanwhile KSSR is a combination of both formative and summative assessment where the teacher will assess more on development of skills and it is done more individually. This is a great feature of KSSR, I would say. Throughout my twelve and half years in school, I was judged based on my results. As harsh as reality could be, I couldn’t pursue my dreams because of the results and has to opt to my second option as I’m doing what I’m good at, teaching. I believe with KSSR being implemented students will have more chances to succeed as they can develop many skills and assessed accordingly to land themselves in a satisfaction side of life.  The amount of exposure I meant here was the themes that are integrated in lessons such as Science, Technology and Humanity for a better understanding. Based on what I learned in English Teaching Methods, this part of the curriculum is more or less like the Content-Based Approach where the teacher focuses on the target language and how it is used effectively to convey the lesson using the bigger scale content. For example, during my Form 4 and 5 I have to take on the English in Science and Technology subject where I have to learn the scientific terms and how they are used in academic writing and at the same time, being exposed to a completely different field of study.
            To put it in a nutshell, as a future educator who is going to teach the students according to KSSR, I believe that KSSR is a practical solution than KBSR in order to produce all-rounders that excel in various fields without much hassle. Dreams will be more realistic and the curriculum itself will help to drill the students to prepare themselves to achieve their dreams.






REFERENCES :-
Online Sites
1.    Nanthini Vayapuri. January,16,2012. Implementation of Five Classic Creative Methods in Kurikulum Standard Sekolah Rendah (KSSR). Retrieved on December,11,2012, from http://www.anthrajae.blogspot.com/2012/01/implementation-of-five-classic-creative.html
2.    Cynthia C. James. October,13,2011. KSSR and the Modular Approach. Retrieved on December,11,2012, from http://cindyjbj79.blogspot.com/2011/10/kssr-and-modular-approach.html
3.    Maryannie Iskandar. April, 7, 2011. KBSR vs KSSR. Retrieved on December,11,2012 from http://langlitmaryannie.blogspot.com/2011/04/kbsr-vs-kssr.html
Academic Books
1.    John W. Santrock. (2011). Child Development (Thirteenth Edition). Mc-Graw Hills Humanities/Social Sciences/ Languages.
2.    Diane Larsen-Freeman. (2000). Techniques and Principles in Language Teaching. Oxford University Press.

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

[Child Development] Infant's Sleeping - Eastern or Western Approach?


Topic :  Infants and toddlers in Western cultures are expected to sleep alone and on a regular sleep schedule. Among the Asians, bedtimes vary and no infant sleeps alone. In your opinion, which approach is best for infants and toddlers, and why?

Sleep being a very essential routine in a human being’s daily life since the important cognitive processes takes places while the body is ‘asleep’ such as processing the information that one has gathered the whole day and since sleep is a very basic need during the infancy and toddlerhood, the approaches are also considered to be playing a vital role in providing such need.
                        The Eastern approach in sleeping for infants and toddlers is also known as co-sleeping where the parents will share beds with their child until they reach a certain age for them to sleep separately from the parents meanwhile the Western approach is where the parents put the infants to sleep in their own cribs in a separate room from the parents and usually practiced in North America, Europe and Australia. In the Eastern approach, the parents usually have this strong concern to keep the child close to them as it makes them more secured and easy to cater their needs at night and in the Western approach, the parents will place a microphone inside the baby’s room and hold a mini speaker with them all the time so that whenever the baby cries, they can actually attend their needs. For parents who practice the Eastern Approach, the bedtime and naps of the infant or toddler may vary according to the environment and situation whereas in the Western approach, the infants are practiced to have a regular sleep schedule with fixed time for naps and bedtime. Both approaches are strongly connected to Sudden Infant Death Syndrome (SIDS) because theories had been suggested that parents might ‘roll’ over their newborn infant because being unaware of the child’s presence on the shared bed which leads to suffocation. Another scientific hypothesis made was when the infant shares the bed with the parent(s), the level of carbon dioxide in the room’s atmosphere is higher than when the infant is to put to sleep separately in baby’s crib in baby room. However these hypotheses are rejected by the experts because the adults usually will be able to sense the presence of the child on their bed even in their subconscious mind unless they are under the influence of alcohol or substances and the high level of carbon dioxide doesn’t lead to suffocation or breathing difficulties as shown in a trial comparing 20 infants sleeping in these two approaches. And as for letting infants to sleep alone, it’s quite risky as the infant might sleep on his or her stomach unintentionally which leads to SIDS.
                        In my opinion, the Eastern approach is more suitable for an infant or toddler although their sleeping pattern might vary. This is because by practicing the co-sleeping approach, factors such as the bond, the feeling of family, the need of each other side by side, the importance of the family as a unit will be established naturally during the process. This is completely opposite with the Western approach whereby values such as self-dependent and courage will be instilled at a very young age. According to Erik Erikson’s stages in a human development, a child from the age of 0 to 3 years will undergo the trust versus mistrust stage where the amount of care and attention given by the parents will dramatically affect the child to grow up with a positive mental state and a safe environment. As for the infants, having their mother sleeping next to them will automatically make them feel secured as they are used to the breathing pattern of the mother and heart beat rate since they used to listen to it in the womb. Eastern mothers usually considers breastfeeding quite important and there is scientific research saying that breastfeeding a child until he or she is 2 years old will provide all the necessary nutrition that a child needs for his or her development. Therefore having one or both parents to sleep with the child might foster, especially the maternal bonding between a mother and child due to breastfeeding at nights. Regarding the variations in bedtime and naps in Eastern approach does not seem to be a bad thing after all. Parents allowing child to sleep whenever they are tired or sleepy will help the child to get enough sleep as much as he wants when he actually needs it. This is contrast with the Western approach where the parents tend to force the child to follow a regular sleeping time pattern but this won’t really works because forcing a not sleepy child to sleep is such a wasteful action.
                        As for the conclusion, I personally relate to my experiences of being raised in the very same Eastern approach where the family bonding and relationships establishment are prioritized which actually seeds tradition and respect for the elders in the family so that when a child grows to be an adult, he or she will always depend and consider the family in their decisions. The Eastern approach indeed provide a nurturing and safe environment for an infant that always felt safe in a mother’s womb to continue feeling such after being brought to this world.
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References :
1.      Online sites
·         Sudden Infant Death Syndrome – PubMed Health http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmedhealth/PMH0002533/
·         Why babies should never sleep alone: A review of the co-sleeping controversy in relation to SIDS, bedsharing and breast feeding (By James J. McKenna and Thomas McDade)                       http://cosleeping.nd.edu/assets/31970/mckenna_why_babies_should_n.pdf
·         Sudden Infant Death Syndrome – Wikipedia http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sudden_infant_death_syndrome#Bed_sharing
·         Cosleeping and Your Baby – KidsHealth http://kidshealth.org/parent/general/sleep/cosleeping.html
2.      Books
·         Erik Erikson’s 8 stages of human development – Educational Psychology, Fifth Edition by John W.Santrock (The McGraw-Hill Companies)