allow me to say this; Love is complicated. way too omplicated.
it's aching...
not just my body, but my mind as well.
sorry dear heart, for all the rollercoaster feelings that i had about him;
sorry dear brain, for all those overworks without supplying enough oxygen to you by not sleeping;
sorry dear wrist, for being the victim of my self-hurting whenever thoughts about him flashes in my mind;
and sorry me, for hurting myself and others around me because of one guy...
when things ends up like this, wishes are made...
wish that i never confess to him about my feelings...
wish that i never fell in love with him...
wish that i never get to know him...
i can never compare the love i had for you with others that i had previous. but one thing for sure, you are special in a way i couldn't figure out why i'm addicted to you!!!
love ya~
