Cut down the Fat!!

Here I am, admitting that after all I'm a normal girl who wants to cut down the fat after someone said "Hey Nanth, you are chubbier than before".

I used to have this thought of not worrying about gaining weight whenever i eat something. Because in a Korean documentary, they had mentioned that some experts figured out that whenever we eat without the worry of getting fat and enjoy the taste, we won't likely to gain weight.

But, I DID GAINED WEIGHT SOMEHOW!! or is it because of my new fringe makes me look fat? scratch that!

So the first step i took was to start on jogging. i was never an athletic girl and after this morning's jogging session, i have realised that i'm lack on stamina it seems. anyhow, i'm gonna walk (and run) more from today... I don't want to be skinny but just normal.

Oh, my new semester starts today onwards. it will be a short semester with 3 subjects (Teaching English Grammar, Professionalism and Ethics and Teaching Reading and Writing Skills) and guess what, one of them will be taught by my mentor herself. Can't my short semester be any worst than this??

Final exams are over and the so-called semester break is almost going to end with my third semester as a diploma student of TESL in MSU starts next Monday.

SO to brace myself for the new semester, i had cut my fringe. To my friends on FB, sorry to rant on this again as you might have seen all these on FB too.

The only thing that went wrong with the new fringe is the fact i cut it by myself. so it's kinda cacat lah :p But this fringe reminds me of myself back in 2009-2010 during my Form Six. I had this fringe and managed to look okay with it. Still now, having this kind of fringe when i'm friggin' 21 is a bit too much, i guess....

anyway, ending this entry with a recent photo of mine

Final Examination~

3 downs and 3 more to go!

2am-ish and i'm still awake despite that i need to sit for my Introduction to Critical Thinking paper tomorrow at friggin 9am!!!

Need to wake up at 7.30am but i couldn't sleep. Feeling one kind. What if whatever i had studied will not be asked in the paper tomorrow? It's kinda paranoia when i had sat for major exams and disappointed everyone including myself by not preparing well for the examinations.

The subjects, in my point of view are quite easy especially when you are 21 years old and doing diploma in language-related field.

These few days i have been revising together with my coursemate's housemates who happens to be studying Forensic Science. my once-upon-a-time ambition. it really heartbreaking to see people who managed somehow to take upon that course and be a forensic scientist for real in the future meanwhile me, who wished so hard to be one, end up with a future as an English teacher. i knew being teacher is not a bad thing but the regret for not giving my best to achieve my dream will be in me always...

So as a future English teacher, who aspires me? of course, it's Sir Shamsul Fadzali. He's the one who made me realize that English lessons can be fun as long as you know how to conduct them. I miss being his bilingual dictionary and listening to him reading literature components as my bedtime stories

this is just a random entry as i'm quite stressed up but now, i guess that i have to face my notes back.

Anime Review - Another

I'm back and now, it's to review an anime!!!

I'm currently watching an anime entitled "Another" and i'm not gonna crack my already-tired-brain for making my own version of synopsis. So thanks to Wikipedia, here is the anime's synopsis.

Another (アナザー Anazā^?) is a Japanese fictional mystery horror novel by Yukito Ayatsuji, published on October 29, 2009 by Kadokawa Shoten.

In 1972, a very popular honor student named Misaki died partway through the school year in Yomiyama Middle School’s class 3-3. The rest of the students, devastated by the unexpected loss, decided to carry on as if their classmate were still alive, going so far as to keep the desk in place and bringing it to the graduation ceremony. Yet no one could explain why the dead and buried classmate was present on the graduation photo.

In spring 1998, 15-year-old student Kōichi Sakakibara arrives from Tokyo in Yomiyama, to stay with his grandparents while his father works in India. He transfers into Class 3-3 but misses the first few weeks as a pneumothorax keeps him hospitalised. While in the hospital, he receives a visit from his classmates and meets a mysterious girl wearing his school’s uniform called Mei Misaki, who seems to be visiting the morgue.

Once recovered, Kōichi goes to school and tries to adapt. His aunt, a teacher at Yomiyama North, gives him a few pointers but, like his peers, remains evasive when it comes to their behavior towards Mei, who is treated by all as if she did not exist. Kōichi is further confounded by the air of mystery around class 3-3 and the fact that it is isolated from other classes, even practicing P.E. separately.

Things go from bad to worse when a classmate, Yukari Sakuragi, slips while running down the stairs and dies, impaled on the sharp end of her umbrella.This is one of many deaths related to Class 3-3 which have Kōichi and his friends Mei, Naoya Teshigawara, Tomohiko Kazami, and Yūya Mochizuki, trying to unravel the mystery of 1972’s Misaki and the "calamity" that has struck Class 3-3 ever since.

*****

My personal review is this anime ROCKS! It have the normal Japanese horror elements such as mysterious girl, high school and curses. The calamity (I learnt this word through this anime. What ya know anime really taught me new words in English ) is really unique and never fails to intrigues you~ Since it's an ongoing anime, I would love to advise whoever interested to watch this anime to WAIT UNTIL IT FINISH AIRING~ Simply because you may feel it's way tooooooooooooooooo long to wait a week for an episode to be uploaded on the site. MONDAY, Y U SO FAR AWAY??

Watch Another First Episode Here!

Reckless me!

Ignore my previous entry. I tend to act stupid especially when i'm way too angry~

So whatsup with my life? Other than final examinations and financial crisis, life's been very good to me. Relationship dilemmas annoys me to the max and I'm really trying hard to be strong. and before i forget...

Happy Women's Day to all the women and soon-to-be women I know!

So what makes me back to blogging?

I was on Twitter and saw one of my bestie has provided link to her blog. I went like "Since when you start blogging?". Once i'm done reading her blog, i feel like her entries reminisced my school life.

These few weeks i'm extremely SCHOOL-sick...yes, you read it correctly. i miss being in my school with my tiny group of friends. SMK Seri Kampar, i miss you and the teachers~

p/s : Apology to Sir.Sham who had responded for my previous entry. Well you know how reckless i can be =( Miss ya,sir...

Bye~

This will be my last update ever~

thanks to this blog, i was able to be as expressive as much as i want~

But now, i have to quit doing that and learn to contain all the pain in me alone...

Bye BLOGGING WORLD~ =)

The Four-Lettered Sin Word

If your presence in my life was just to create extremely good memories and left me with short notice, why do the GOD even let you appear in my life?

I was alone...perfectly alone but h.a.p.p.y

I didn't ask for you but you came...devil in disguise~

You changed my life in an overnight, literally...

from 8 in the morning till 3 or 4 a.m. in the NEXT morning...sending text messages and talk to you on phone...

never knew it was the beginning of the greatest mistake in my life so far~

you made me A.D.D.I.C.T.E.D to you like no one...

your text messages are so cute so i saved it...

your voice is my anti-depressant drug...

finally, i fell in love with a guy that i never met in person... just to be hurt by his later actions!

you were cold towards me and after few months, you were back to normal...

teasing me and make me to feel as though i'm your "the special girl for you"

things changed so fast...

one second, you asked me to call because you wanted to hear my problem...

next thing i know is to receive a message saying "don't call or text me after this.bye"

Maybe i screwed up things...

mistaken your care on me as the four-lettered sin word~

thought i might have made you fall for me~

has been so stubborn in wanting only YOU and no one else~

and for that, i'm facing more dilemmas...

there weren't a single day that has passed without thinking about you...

you meant and still, mean a lot to me...

moving on seems more painful so i have decided to be like this...