Sayonara to 2011...and Annyeong to 2012!

Whoosh! Another year going to end in few hours~

I'm not scribble about my review on 2011 or resolutions for 2012 or whatsoever~

i've come to learn that it's best to face the life without a plan on how to spend the next 365 days.

two quotes played great roles when i was demanded to make a choice in critical situation. "My life, My way" and "Go with the flow"

Being 20 this year, i can't help but to feel old. Nonetheless i'm glad that i had finally stepped into my adulthood. 20 is just a number because even if i'm recognized for my age and so-called maturity, there are things that i'm strictly not allowed to do *sobs*

99% of the year, i was away from Kampar. due to studies and working lives that i went through and still going through, i'm having terrible homesick =( miss my teachers and peers in my beloved Kampar~

Well, i only have a single hope for the upcoming year. I want to have all the mental and physical strengths that i need to face the obstacles...

The journey is still a long way to go~

Happy 2012 everyone!

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i'm quite unsure why on Earth i'm sleeping too much these days...

whenever i get some decent amount of time, i find myself sleeping on my bed in a fetal position. not to mention, with my big brown teddy bear~ (that's my new sleeping aid since 9th November 2011)

even now, with 16mins more to my next class, i still energy-less and feels drowsy....huhu....i need to SLEEP~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

one true procrastinator~

hey all~

i'm currently in my second semester yet nothing beats the fun and excitement that i had for my previous short semester! brief update on this semester~

.::. 6 friggin' subjects! with two lecturers of the subjects are part-time

tutor <.<

.::. i'm in De'Voice MSU Choir Club and having tons of fun from screaming,dancing and singing...

and actually there's nothing much exciting other than these two things~

i will try my best to keep this blog alive...again, will TRY my best. no promises!

me and my crazy BFF Syaz~

torture me in a way i couldn't complain~

allow me to say this; Love is complicated. way too omplicated.

it's aching...

not just my body, but my mind as well.

sorry dear heart, for all the rollercoaster feelings that i had about him;

sorry dear brain, for all those overworks without supplying enough oxygen to you by not sleeping;

sorry dear wrist, for being the victim of my self-hurting whenever thoughts about him flashes in my mind;

and sorry me, for hurting myself and others around me because of one guy...

when things ends up like this, wishes are made...

wish that i never confess to him about my feelings...

wish that i never fell in love with him...

wish that i never get to know him...

i can never compare the love i had for you with others that i had previous. but one thing for sure, you are special in a way i couldn't figure out why i'm addicted to you!!!

love ya~

BRB!

I know i should update my blog especially now that i have started my university life. anyway, will be back with an entry of my life updates soon!!

let me be the one who colours my life~

Well not getting an offer from the IPTA doesn’t mean the end of the world, old folks. I’m sick of being an object that satisfies your dreams instead of mine. Apologies for disappointing you all several times and I had reached a mentality where I feel like I shouldn’t bother much about what you think I should do.

My Life, My way~

And that means I’m different than the others you had raised~

burning midnight oil...AGAIN

i'm back. seriously, i JAElous while reading my friend's blog posts. man, they are like..AWESOME. they write and share AWESOME stuffs. more important, it's like they are talking to us. (*bangs my head* why can't i write something like that?) i should stop my movie reviewing habits and start on something INTERESTING~

starting the post with my usual rant. first and most importand thing is -->

I'm going to start my studies like real soon. NEXT MONDAY~

well if you had read my previous posts, you would have known just how much i wanted to start studying again. i'm gonna spend my next 4 and half years in MSU for my Diploma and Bachelors in TESL~ if only i didn't screwed up my STPM, *sigh* anyhow, 4 years gonna fly so fast that in no time i will return to Kampar as an English teacher. *big grin*

but i have a BIG list of what should i buy. i can't even return to Kampar this weekend.

i miss my dad =(