Open at the close

"I open at the close" - Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows.

In Harry Potter, the "close" means the end of Harry's life. The Golden Snitch that he caught in his very first Quidditch match happens to be hosting the Resurrection Stone. It only opens at the very moment Harry Potter realizes his end is near.

That got me thinking. Is there such thing of falling deeply for someone the moment you actually asked for a break up?

I broke up with him earlier this morning. Around 3am. Cried a lot but I knew that this is the best for me.

After 2 months and 5 days being his girlfriend, he and I parted our ways. Simple reason.

He was too busy for me.

I met him after lunch today since breaking up over phone calls and text messages are way too childish. He came, smiling and treating me like a kid. Like always. He was relaxed and constantly ask me to re-consider my decision but I said I couldn't be like this anymore. So with a smile and normal mocking, we bid goodbyes.

But it was the later moments that got me disturbed. I realized how much I've missed him. Our last date was 19 days ago and it was a sweet one. Meeting after such long time is only to consolidate my decision.

Maybe I actually fall for him even deeper now?

I loved you sincerely~

 

Campaign Video!!

So for our assignment for Professionalism and Ethics subject, our beloved lecturer Mr.Ateff Yusof has asked us to choose a problem and make a video on it.

After cracking our head, we decided to focus on "biased teacher". I think I never came across such educators in my life so far but this is a serious problem in some schools, especially in rural or semi-urban areas. This is due to the attitude of an educator to favor one or a specific group of students due to some reasons. Problems such stress and depression arises when the discriminated students tend to be demotivated and push themselves to an extreme level just to be treated as others.

Characters:-
Fifi - Lecturer
Tasha - favored student
Zalikha, Zulaikha, Nanthini, Dylan and Seeran - discriminated students.

Production:-
Camera "girls" - Nanthini and Zalikha
Video editor - Zalikha

Our campaign video [ the actual video that we presented had a better smooth ending than this one so, apology for that. Enjoy watching =) ]

You no longer deserve my L.O.V.E

Never once I woke up in the middle of night because I couldn't continue sleeping...But now I am wide awake. I'm still yawning but I'm alert. So decided to ramble here until I feel that I have to hit my pillows.

Something bothers me deep inside. This feeling; i'm not sure whether it's good or bad but i feel extremely uneasy because of it.

HE's not in my life anymore. So hard to digest but i guess it's time to let go of him for good. I'm moving on and pretty much having an interest on someone else already. I know it's too soon and that might get my love on HIM is questionable but be in my shoes and you will know that there's no point of holding onto him.

3 - Fantasizing about a beautiful L.O.V.E story

Have you ever heard of "Why This Kolaveri Di?" song? If you haven't, please do so because you had just missed the global phenomenon on Youtube.

This song have reached about 50 million views currently and 28 million views just after a few days released on Youtube. It went so viral that there were a lot of cover version for this song from Dutch until Japan. There are replies from the girls for this song, R&B version, Punjabi version and flashmobs in Chennai and Malaysia.

Nothing special about this song actually. It's a song written using a very simple English in an Indian way where the lyricist (in this case, it's Dhanush) add "eu" at the end of each English word. The music is addictive and with such easier-to-understand lyrics, the song is a major hit!

So about the movie, I went to watch it on 4th April 2012, the 6th day after the movie was released worldwide on 30th March 2012. The show was at 11.55pm and in GSC in Summit Subang. Sagee bought tickets for all nine of us on online (thanks,girl ^_^ )

About the movie, you can check it out at Wikipedia as they gave out the whole story there. It's basically about the love story between Ram and Janani since their school days. Ram (Dhanush) met Janani (Shruthi Hassan) on a rainy day and fall for her. With that, he started to go after her. Cliché methods such as following her to tuition, waiting to see her and portraying the "intelligent" side of him in tuition. The movie's dramatic ending was the death of Ram. Janani went on looking for the real reason behind her husband's death and finally broke down after finding the truth.

This movie was directed by the Tamil Movie industry's Superstar Rajinikanth's eldest daughter, Aishwarya Dhanush and acted by Dhanush and another great actor of all time, Kamal Hassan's daughter, Shruthi Hassan. Music is by Anirudh Ravichander, the nephew of Latha Rajinikanth.

Music has been the backbone of the movie. All the songs in the movie are so addictive and were hit overall. The lyrics for all song were written by Dhanush except for "Come on girls" which is by Aishwarya herself.

The chemistry between Dhanush and Shruthi Hassan is awesome as they perfectly portrays the love between them. To stand watching her husband being close on screen with another girl, I salute Aishwarya's belief in her husband.

The story is simple and made a lot of my friends ask "is this kind of love even possible now?". I would love to answer, that love is meant to be possible for Ram and Janani. If you want such love story, then create one for yourself. That love story is possible because of the way it is actually plotted so never compare your love life with the movie's.

Over all, it's an enjoyable commercial movie. My personal rating would be 7 out of 10.

Healthier Me~

So I'm kinda on Vege plan now~ I'm just testing how long I can survive without consuming meat. My friend teased me today when I had rice with chicken curry-minus-chicken pieces. He said it's I failed to keep my Vege plan. But I replied that I'm not taking up on Vege plan because to devotional thing but to practice something healthier (and money-saving plan ) so according to myself, I'm still being a good "vegetarian"

Other than that, I have started to play badminton once a week to make myself fit~ lalalalala And cut down going out at nights to "lepak" with my friends and lock myself inside my house with Internet~

Cut down the Fat!!

Here I am, admitting that after all I'm a normal girl who wants to cut down the fat after someone said "Hey Nanth, you are chubbier than before".

I used to have this thought of not worrying about gaining weight whenever i eat something. Because in a Korean documentary, they had mentioned that some experts figured out that whenever we eat without the worry of getting fat and enjoy the taste, we won't likely to gain weight.

But, I DID GAINED WEIGHT SOMEHOW!! or is it because of my new fringe makes me look fat? scratch that!

So the first step i took was to start on jogging. i was never an athletic girl and after this morning's jogging session, i have realised that i'm lack on stamina it seems. anyhow, i'm gonna walk (and run) more from today... I don't want to be skinny but just normal.

Oh, my new semester starts today onwards. it will be a short semester with 3 subjects (Teaching English Grammar, Professionalism and Ethics and Teaching Reading and Writing Skills) and guess what, one of them will be taught by my mentor herself. Can't my short semester be any worst than this??

Final exams are over and the so-called semester break is almost going to end with my third semester as a diploma student of TESL in MSU starts next Monday.

SO to brace myself for the new semester, i had cut my fringe. To my friends on FB, sorry to rant on this again as you might have seen all these on FB too.

The only thing that went wrong with the new fringe is the fact i cut it by myself. so it's kinda cacat lah :p But this fringe reminds me of myself back in 2009-2010 during my Form Six. I had this fringe and managed to look okay with it. Still now, having this kind of fringe when i'm friggin' 21 is a bit too much, i guess....

anyway, ending this entry with a recent photo of mine