23rd June 2011 marks the latest addition to our family. My eldest sister gave birth to a healthy 3.1kg baby boy. I’m an aunt again =) so that got me excited. I went to visit the mother and baby at the Roopi Medical Center around 3pm and found my mom chit chatting with another two women. Apparently, we are not allowed to hold the baby nor take a good close look at him due to hygienic reason. So we just waited outside the labor and some hours later, the nurse brought the baby for a wash and places him in the ward.
As for the baby, he’s a mini version of his dad. Well they did told me that the baby looks like his sister whom resembles the young me so I’d thought that baby would look like me. =.=
Nevermind, he’s my new love ♥
Snapped a few photos of him and this is one of them =)
just seconds ago, i noticed that a company that i applied for a job sent me an email, asking me to attend an interview tomorrow. and after replying their mail, a call from another company asked me whether is it possible for me to attend an interview for Data Assistant post in their company. too bad i had to decline the offer because the office is in MidValley and they will be relocating to most probably PJ sometime later in this year.
and minutes ago before i check my inbox or receive that call, my sister deeply regret that i quit my first job. well, i guess she finds me being lazy and useless after all. but i regret it most than anyone. i shouldn't have believe their words (yes,my own family members' words) but i guess i couldn't help it.
i went to Kampar to convince my father and brother to let me study in a private institute in May. and with heavy heart, they let me. i know it's quite expensive but it's worth it. my career path is diverse and i would find a job in any sector. so i handed my resignation letter on 29th or March since i need to give a month of notice in prior. i was happy and decided to use my salary on buying my dream netbook (which i did xD). and then there was this MUNSYI exam from USM for whoever applied for any course on the university's site. it was a normal personality test but my family think i now have a chance to enrol in public university. i'm simply tired of explaining about the fact that i don't have enough CGPA to enroll in any course.
now i should have been in my class,studying or revising if i had registered for the May intake. damn. i miss studying so freaking much that i envious of my friends who had started studying in other private institute.
and to add more to my already-annoyed-and-miserable state is when one of my sister said i should just find a permanent job and postpone my studies for a while. i was totally dumbfounded that i didn't reply her text message. so this is what they think of me. a complete useless sister that is good for nothing. at the end of the day all that matters was my exam grades.
there are so many things i regret actually...
regret for letting my emotions control me when it shouldn't...
regret for not focusing in class...
regret for not seeking for help when i had problems...
regret for listening to my family members words and decided to wait for November intake...
regret that i'm not staying at my parent's...
and the list would go on~
but i want to design my own life. i want to take the decisions in certain matter. i might make the wrong choice/decision but i'm sure it will help me to improve myself~
am back and now i have something to share with you all. nothing much. it's just i had finally got my nose pierced!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
In Indian culture, it's a custom for young girls (those in early 20s) to pierce their nose. we Indians love to pierce~ Just kidding. so my mom and aunt were telling me to get done with it but i have this little fear in me for letting someone to simply pierce my nose,ok!
cr: to whoever that nose belongs to~
so after 'escaping' from them for almost two years, i finally got it yesterday (which means when i am 19 years and 6 months plus). the pain was excruciating but it's only for a while. i think the pain lasted merely a few minutes. after that it was all tingly~
so here's my current look~ bye bye childish look. welcome matured look! xD
i'm curious. we can't fall in love twice? or maybe thrice? and all of them is not as true as our first love?
love is weird. once we fell in love with someone, be it one-sided or not, it actually affects the way we behave. i had fallen in and out love for...err...twice, i think. (both are one-sided) but i wouldn't say that my second crush is a fake love or merely an infatuation. i know i like him enough to dream my rest of my life with him. that's all.
love is weird. especially when it controls us. you just can't stop thinking about the significant one and probably there's always something about him/her that makes you smile like a fool. they say, if you are in love, it will portrayed on your face. you will be bright and romantic and bla bla bla~
love is weird. if you keep holding onto a guy that already showed a big 'X' sign for your love. why waiting when you know there's zero possibility that he would realize that he likes you anyway and returns to you? in my case, i would simply plaster the same answer he gave to me. although me too holding to my love for him.
as for my first love, i know it was as true as my second one and i had learnt to move on (just stop stalking his FB profile =.=;;) maybe i will fall in love again for the third time (which i don't think anytime soon) and it will be the same thing all over again.
p/s : my point of writing this is to those that thinks love only blossoms once, think again~ you can never expect to be your's wife's/husband's first and last love. try to move on and find another special someone to share your love. after all, love is meant to be shared isn't it? ^_^
i'm quite rebellious but in school, i think i had obeyed my teacher's instructions especially in my secondary school years. i have a very little precious memories of my primary school days which is mostly about my friends.
Primary School : SRK Methodist ACS Kampar
my beloved SRK Methodist ACS Kampar
i forgot what this block is called but this was where i spent two years (standard 3 and 5) and canteen was also in the same block~
this is one of the few places that i used to wait for my school van after school.
thanks to the school's Facebook page for having photos of the school for me to get the pictures of the school. so this where i spent 6 years and it was memorable. and even when i was saving all this photos from the page, my heart aches. i miss this school so much and not even stepping into the grounds for more than 8 years now made me feel terrible. i really hope that i can pay this school a visit when i return to Kampar next time. just want to walk around to see how my classes, from Standard 1 till Standard 6, IT room, huge and bright library, KH workshop, the old piano in the hall upstairs (i doubt that they still keep it) and the gathering hall below where we used to gather before the school sessions starts.
to name a few teachers that really guided me throughout those six years would be Mrs.Ng who was my Std.6 class teacher and Moral and Maths teacher as well, Mr.Termizi who was my Std.5 class teacher and BM,Science and PJK (for boys) teacher, Mr.Daud who taught me KH in Std.5, Mr.Sabri, my Malay Language teacher in Std.5 and Ms.Chan who really taught us to see everything in a different perspective.
Secondary School : SMK Seri Kampar
this school is awesome~ simply AWESOME! i don't give a damn of what those 'migrants' from other school said about this school. when you come as a guest, behave like a guest. enough said.
to talk about the teachers here, i have to begin with Sir Sham. as one could seen (if they knew me well) i'm close with this teacher. i first met him in 2005 when he was our substitution English teacher. and i remember how he looked like. since our's was an afternoon session, he have to go back after his morning session classes and freshened himself before returning to school to teach us. so his hair was long and wet which reminds me of Severus Snape in Harry Potter series. i think i had pointed that out to him and he cut his hair after a few months. sorry,sir but you look good with shorter hair. as for Sir Sham, he's the fundamental reason why i started to blog. he told me that blogging will improve my writing skills but apparently i still got low marks for my writing paper in MUET. lol. without him, my English would be terrible and i couldn't imagine that self of mine. so whenever people praise my good command in English, i would always thank Sir Sham for making it possible. but i have a long way to go in being a good user of the language,don't i? sir sham, i know you would be reading this post so i want to tell you that i'm grateful for every bit of advises and guidance that you gave me in these past 6 years. i hate to break down in front you but i believe i did that twice. i miss hanging out with you,sir~ and always remember that i'm one of your students who really admired you for who you are.
snapped back in 2006~ Mr.Shamsul Fadzali
and of course there are other teachers such as Cikgu Harun whom we called 'dad' since he's the head of disciplinary board (i was a prefect), Mr.Lim Fang Keong, the only teacher that calls me by my nickname "Nanthu" and he's the best when it comes to Maths, Ckg.Azila who made Biology as fun as it could be, Mr.Au, my responsible class teacher, Mr.Prem who was my class teacher for Form 1 (i miss him so much T.T) and Pn.Asimah who revived our love for Sejarah when she took over the class from another teacher. actually there a lot of them, but i want to keep the post short so that's all i can share with you all.
Finally, a word from me. it doesn't matter what school you are in now but always remember to have the fun to the max and it have to be without offending any teachers. because i believe respecting the teachers will make me a better student~ HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!
Another song that i'm really addicted to especially Hayley Williams (Paramore) part ^^ Presenting "Airplanes" by B.O.B ft Hayley Williams.
Can we pretend that Airplanes In the midnight sky Are like shooting stars I could really use a wish right now (wish right now) (wish right now) Can we pretend that Airplanes In the night sky Are like shooting stars I could really use a wish right now (wish right now) (wish right now)
Yeah I could use a dream or a genie or a wish To go back to a place much simpler than this Cause after all the partyin’ and smashin’ and crashin’ And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion And all the pandemonium and all the madness There comes a time where you fade to the blackness And when you’re staring at that phone in your lap And you hoping but them people never call you back But that’s just how the story unfolds You get another hand soon after you fold And when your plans unravel And they sayin’ what would you wish for If you had one chance So airplane airplane sorry I’m late I’m on my way so don’t close that gate If I don’t make that then I’ll switch my flight And I’ll be right back at it by the end of the night
Can we pretend that Airplanes In the midnight sky Are like shooting stars I could really use a wish right now (wish right now) (wish right now) Can we pretend that Airplanes In the night sky Are like shooting stars I could really use a wish right now (wish right now) (wish right now)
Somebody take me back to the days Before this was a job, before I got paid Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank Yeah back when I was tryin’ to get a tip at subway And back when I was rappin’ for the hell of it But now a days we rappin’ to stay relevant I’m guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes Then maybe yo maybe I’ll go back to the days Before the politics that we call the rap game And back when ain’t nobody listened to my mix tape And back before I tried to cover up my slang But this is for the decatur, what’s up Bobby Ray So can I get a wish to end the politics And get back to the music that started this shit So here I stand and then again I say I’m hopin’ we can make some wishes outta airplanes?
Can we pretend that Airplanes In the midnight sky Are like shooting stars I could really use a wish right now (wish right now) (wish right now) Can we pretend that Airplanes In the night sky Are like shooting stars I could really use a wish right now (wish right now) (wish right now)
i could really use a wish right now i could really use a wish right now (wish right now) like shooting stars i can really use a wish right now (a wish right now, a wish a wish, a wish right now)
first of all, i'm NOT a Belieber~ he doesn't impress me in any way and liking him...still would make me a pedophile ~ enough said. but i like this song of his ^^ Presenting Eenie Meenie by Justin Bieber and Sean Kingston~
Eenie, meenie, miney, mo Catch a bad chick by her toe If she holla If, if, if she holla, let her go
She's indecisive, she can't decide She keeps on looking from left to right Girl, come a bit closer, look in my eyes Searching is so wrong, I'm Mr. Right
You seem like the type to love 'em and leave 'em And disappear right after this song So give me the night to show you, hold you Don't leave me out here dancin' alone
You can't make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind Please don't waste my time, time, time, time, time I'm not tryin' to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind I wish our hearts could come together as one
'Cause shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova
Let me show you what you're missing, paradise With me you're winning, girl, you don't have to roll the dice Tell me what you're really here for Them other guys? I can see right through ya
You seem like the type to love them and leave them And disappear right after the song So give me the night to show you, hold you Don't leave me out here dancing alone
Can't make up your mind Please don't waste my time Not trying to rewind I wish our hearts could come together as one
'Cause shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova
Eenie, meenie, miney, mo Catch a bad chick by her toe If she holla If, if, if she holla, let her go
Eenie, meenie, miney, mo Catch a bad chick by her toe If she holla, lolla, lolla Let her go
Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova
Can't make up your mind Please don't waste my time I'm not trying to rewind I wish our hearts could come together as one
Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova Shorty is a eenie, meenie, miney, mo, lova
